Rain on me and other stuff

Apr 19, 2004 07:38

Rain on me because I'm left here all alone and the only thing that I can feel is the rain. The rain is what carries me on to the next day. At times when I am alone the rain seems like its capable of washing away all the pain and sorrow that I feel. Other then the pain,sorrow,and the rain everything I'm supposed to feel I cant. I go numb.

Last night was too sad all I wanted to was cry.Yesterday we didnt do anything all we did is go and look for a backpack for the brat. then i took off with liz to get my money from my mom.T hen we went to eat at village inn. once i got home it was like i unloaded all the damn groceries,sorted them out , and put half away. then when i get on the phone to talk to my beast friend she moniters my calls,SHE checked and mad sure that i was talking to carlos , which i was untill i called to talk to my mom and let her know that was up. my honey had gone over to the house and she told him to call me which he did except i couldnt because SHE had to make sure that i was talking to carlos. so then i go tot my room and call but hes on another call then i call carlos back and we start tralking the he calls again and right whe we were about to talk about something SHE made me get off the phone.he was so hurt that he started to give me attitude so i told him to call me when hes ready to talk hed said that hed call me on today hope he does.
WELL I BETTER GO
-kooldlc_17
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