one call away?????

[kooldlc_17]

if u r really one call away are one call away why dont you call me??? its not fair to me or you fi we arent able to communcaite like we used to. if you are just bullshitting your feeling toward me then we shouldnt be together. all your doing is hurting e in ways that all ill be able to do is cry over you if anhthing happens to us i wish that i the heart to tell you how i feel but right now im hurting,its not easy for me to open up to you like i do with my friends but i really do care for you. all im asking is foro you not to hurt me and make me regret being with you. why do things have to be so hard on us??we only get to be together is maybe on the weekends and if that is possible, why are you willing to risk that?? im not thats why im going to try to changes the way that our relationship is going,ti seems like like were drifting apart foe no reason what soever.im not having second thoughts on us butu i am on how u should be looking at things.like i said if you are really are one call away why dont you call me? im here im always waiting for you to call me if ii call you its puts a damper on our conversations because you get in trouble if i call and sooo unfair to me like everything that im doing isnt good enough fore you im only humanyou know?? jut like you i feel things.i cant seem to express how much i feel you and if i do i get attitude from you like its against the law to feel for you unless you are feeling the same to me.i will not be your last resort im will not be a "convence" to you either so now ill just frish writing thisw and the go think about talking to you.
-is this what i should tell gilbert??
-kooldlc_17
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