What a day.....
What a day from hell. I get woke up at 7:00 to wait for the repair guy to come since my mom and sister had to leave. Fine whatever, by 9:30, he still had not shown up. So what was the point. I then start homework at 12:30 and work until about 11:00. My breaks consisted of a shower, and bathroom breaks! My brain is fried and I am so frustrated and stressed by the point. I was hungry and so I went to the kitchen to get some food and immediately get yelled at by my mom and sister. Them wondering why I need to spend this much time on homework and why I am on the internet. I sit and let them belittle me and scream at me for about 20 minutes and then as I continue to bite my tongue,
I had lost my appetite. So I went back to my room, where I have been all day and sit on my bed and cry. Why do they feel that they have to compeltely make me feel as big as an ant everytime
I do something wrong. Needless to say this day has sucked and I have been so upset that I wrote a poem to try and escape a bit of it.
"Broken Glass"
You look at me, with ghostly eyes
Why can't you just leave?
Causing the flame inside of me
To become more intense
Sweat dripping from the flame, eyes blinded by the orange
Hotter and hotter, Just leave...
You break in, tear me to shreds
Take everything, what more do you want?
Inside that nasty body
Submerged in black and red
ugliest i have ever seen
Just leave...
I just love it when they feel they have to make me feel like shit and yet i stay here and continue to deal with it. i guess they have figured out that i let them get their way, so why would you not take advantage of it? I hope tomorrow is a better day because with finals, etc, this is not the best timing for me to be as upset as i am.
I had lost my appetite. So I went back to my room, where I have been all day and sit on my bed and cry. Why do they feel that they have to compeltely make me feel as big as an ant everytime
I do something wrong. Needless to say this day has sucked and I have been so upset that I wrote a poem to try and escape a bit of it.
"Broken Glass"
You look at me, with ghostly eyes
Why can't you just leave?
Causing the flame inside of me
To become more intense
Sweat dripping from the flame, eyes blinded by the orange
Hotter and hotter, Just leave...
You break in, tear me to shreds
Take everything, what more do you want?
Inside that nasty body
Submerged in black and red
ugliest i have ever seen
Just leave...
I just love it when they feel they have to make me feel like shit and yet i stay here and continue to deal with it. i guess they have figured out that i let them get their way, so why would you not take advantage of it? I hope tomorrow is a better day because with finals, etc, this is not the best timing for me to be as upset as i am.