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I think I'm really lucky. I've never had a sucky job. Like, ever. I mean sure, I complain about things sometimes. Loudly. But. A) It's me. I'm loud about everything. and B) I complain a lot. I'm a whiner. But seriously! The bakery was great. I picked up a ton of new skills there, and Kim is still one of my good adult friends. She's like a sister-aunt thing. We talked a lot when I worked there, and now that my mom's shop has moved right next door, we talk a lot still. <3 The down side was that I gained about ten pounds because I was working with food all the time. And now, I'm at the Summerhouse, which I adore. Everyone there is really great, and they're what makes it so fun. Phil, John Neal, John Sanders, Brian, Klair, Marsha, Jihni, and now Lizzy... they're all really nice people. And most of them are really funny. (I swear, Brian's hilarious. He went to FWBHS, and has a ton of bad stories.) It's boring and slow right now, but hey.. at least I'm getting my Gov't homework done. (Sometimes)
But Belk is just awesome. The rest of the shoe department threw me a party today. It was "Kathryn Day". <3 They had a cake and everything. And cosmetics gave me a bag full of freebies. (Boys won't care/get it. But I got some free mascara and eyeliner from Estee Lauder and Clinique. <3 And stuff from Bobby Brown and MAC. And some really good perfume from DKNY. It smells like apples.)
And then for my break, I went to Starbucks and got a caramel machiato and just sat and watched everything for about 40 minutes. People really are amazing. I mean, they're all different, but there's definitely categories that they fit into. I could watch someone in conversation and think, "They talk just like Sarah." Or listen to some guys sitting nearby going on about cars, and think: "There's a Max and a Gavin." This one girl walked by and I was like, "Whoa.. that used to be me." She was with her parents, had on a ratty t-shirt, jeans, and the beat-up converse. She was walking about three feet ahead of everybody else, trying to look like she wasn't with her family. But it wasn't working, because her mom was trying to carry on a conversation with her. I laughed a little. It's strange, the people I know have become my means of judging people. If I don't like someone straight-away, it's normally because they remind me of someone I already don't care for. I'm dumb, because I continue to do this, and the people I judge quickly normally end up being very nice people, and we're friends later.
But I watched TONS of little kids. I want one. Really bad. I mean, not anytime soon, because I have too many things that I want to do. But they're adorable. And.. I can't really put it down, but yeah. Some girls (and maybe even some guys) will get what I mean. I want a little boy, though. <3 Someday!
Also, I decided that somehow, some way, I will spend a Christmas in New York. Some people walked by talking about the Rockafeller Center, and I was like, "Damn. I miss New York." And Sydney. But I'm thinking that Sydney will be a reality in about two years. Whereas New York will have to wait, because I'm sure that my family will insist on my being home for Christmas all throughout college. I mean, Christmas is a BIG thing with my family.. but one year I'd love to spend it away. Or come back on like, Christmas Eve. I don't know. But I really miss that city. Even though I was only there for like, a week. Isn't that odd?
But oh well. I'm odd. ;)
But I saw some people I knew as well as some people I liked. There was an especially cute soccer player from Niceville who stood in front of me for about ten minutes. He even talked cute! I'm getting that feeling where boys are fun to watch, but not fun to be with, again. It comes in waves. It's like I get exhausted with trying and just watch them be cute. ;) Why try and be cute myself? Besides, I apparently am only attractive to older men. (ew) So why even try with boys my age? I'm not skinny and cute and naive. I'm not skanky or "easy". I don't want to be in a relationship for just two minutes. Basically, I set the bar too high for high school boys. :) Or so I'm beginning to believe. Or maybe I'm being a dumb high school girl and ignoring the good ones? Yeah, it's probably a combination of both.
Or maybe it's my self-esteem? Because it seems to be pretty low. See? I'm dumb.
And very much a girl.
Oh, and before I forget! I was accepted to Tri-State! Which means that in about two weeks, I will be going to Tallahassee for a crazy-super-awesome honor band! <3 Hopefully I can work out my admissions kinks while I'm there.
KC is having a party tomorrow. I think I'm going to go. <3 I haven't hung out with him.. since I watched Southpark at the station a couple weeks ago. Which reminds me, Leslie is a "ginger kid". Be sure and call her "Ginger" from now until forever. ..Because it's funny. ;)
-Kathryn out
But Belk is just awesome. The rest of the shoe department threw me a party today. It was "Kathryn Day". <3 They had a cake and everything. And cosmetics gave me a bag full of freebies. (Boys won't care/get it. But I got some free mascara and eyeliner from Estee Lauder and Clinique. <3 And stuff from Bobby Brown and MAC. And some really good perfume from DKNY. It smells like apples.)
And then for my break, I went to Starbucks and got a caramel machiato and just sat and watched everything for about 40 minutes. People really are amazing. I mean, they're all different, but there's definitely categories that they fit into. I could watch someone in conversation and think, "They talk just like Sarah." Or listen to some guys sitting nearby going on about cars, and think: "There's a Max and a Gavin." This one girl walked by and I was like, "Whoa.. that used to be me." She was with her parents, had on a ratty t-shirt, jeans, and the beat-up converse. She was walking about three feet ahead of everybody else, trying to look like she wasn't with her family. But it wasn't working, because her mom was trying to carry on a conversation with her. I laughed a little. It's strange, the people I know have become my means of judging people. If I don't like someone straight-away, it's normally because they remind me of someone I already don't care for. I'm dumb, because I continue to do this, and the people I judge quickly normally end up being very nice people, and we're friends later.
But I watched TONS of little kids. I want one. Really bad. I mean, not anytime soon, because I have too many things that I want to do. But they're adorable. And.. I can't really put it down, but yeah. Some girls (and maybe even some guys) will get what I mean. I want a little boy, though. <3 Someday!
Also, I decided that somehow, some way, I will spend a Christmas in New York. Some people walked by talking about the Rockafeller Center, and I was like, "Damn. I miss New York." And Sydney. But I'm thinking that Sydney will be a reality in about two years. Whereas New York will have to wait, because I'm sure that my family will insist on my being home for Christmas all throughout college. I mean, Christmas is a BIG thing with my family.. but one year I'd love to spend it away. Or come back on like, Christmas Eve. I don't know. But I really miss that city. Even though I was only there for like, a week. Isn't that odd?
But oh well. I'm odd. ;)
But I saw some people I knew as well as some people I liked. There was an especially cute soccer player from Niceville who stood in front of me for about ten minutes. He even talked cute! I'm getting that feeling where boys are fun to watch, but not fun to be with, again. It comes in waves. It's like I get exhausted with trying and just watch them be cute. ;) Why try and be cute myself? Besides, I apparently am only attractive to older men. (ew) So why even try with boys my age? I'm not skinny and cute and naive. I'm not skanky or "easy". I don't want to be in a relationship for just two minutes. Basically, I set the bar too high for high school boys. :) Or so I'm beginning to believe. Or maybe I'm being a dumb high school girl and ignoring the good ones? Yeah, it's probably a combination of both.
Or maybe it's my self-esteem? Because it seems to be pretty low. See? I'm dumb.
And very much a girl.
Oh, and before I forget! I was accepted to Tri-State! Which means that in about two weeks, I will be going to Tallahassee for a crazy-super-awesome honor band! <3 Hopefully I can work out my admissions kinks while I'm there.
KC is having a party tomorrow. I think I'm going to go. <3 I haven't hung out with him.. since I watched Southpark at the station a couple weeks ago. Which reminds me, Leslie is a "ginger kid". Be sure and call her "Ginger" from now until forever. ..Because it's funny. ;)
-Kathryn out