waste of space
so yeah... everything changes for a reason, right? kayla's leaving here to be a vagrant wanderer. she's going to have the time of her fucking life, i know it. i just hope she doesn't pick up a nasty habit along the way... i can only imagine the kind of knowledge there is to be gained from that kind of experience. i don't think i could do that, though. just not my thing, i suppose. good luck, kayla.
i guess a good thing to come of kayla leaving is the decision on whether or not to move out of my parents house. maybe it's for the best...
cosmetology school starts in march. i still haven't applied. there's one good reason i haven't, but it's mainly because i'm so indecisive about stuff like that. i really don't want to be stuck here for another year, i want so much more than what this place has to offer. it seems like the best thing to do, though. i'm just so impatient. the truth is, i don't know what i want, except for to be happy... the same thing everyone wants.
my brother and tamma are officially moving to NC this weekend. so that's going to be different. i know i hardly see my brother when he is here on the weekends, but now it won't even be that much. i'm going to miss the fuck out of him. i've been complaining forever about all of his shit being piled in my room, but now it just makes me sad to look around the room and realize it's all gone.
i'm starting to realize how alone i really am in this world. it's not necessarily a bad thing considering how fucked up people are. everything works itself out in the end, right?
i guess a good thing to come of kayla leaving is the decision on whether or not to move out of my parents house. maybe it's for the best...
cosmetology school starts in march. i still haven't applied. there's one good reason i haven't, but it's mainly because i'm so indecisive about stuff like that. i really don't want to be stuck here for another year, i want so much more than what this place has to offer. it seems like the best thing to do, though. i'm just so impatient. the truth is, i don't know what i want, except for to be happy... the same thing everyone wants.
my brother and tamma are officially moving to NC this weekend. so that's going to be different. i know i hardly see my brother when he is here on the weekends, but now it won't even be that much. i'm going to miss the fuck out of him. i've been complaining forever about all of his shit being piled in my room, but now it just makes me sad to look around the room and realize it's all gone.
i'm starting to realize how alone i really am in this world. it's not necessarily a bad thing considering how fucked up people are. everything works itself out in the end, right?