Oct 04, 2005 23:07
So, yeah... I'm really bored with not having a job. Mainly because I need money to do a lot of shit, and I have to save the money that I do have to cover my bills and for just in case stuffs. I'm going to go out and get a bunch of applications tomorrow. I have to get a job somewhere that I'm making okay money. I want to move out of this place soooooo bad. I hate living with my parents. I have hardly any privacy. There are good points about living at home, though. Hopefully, it won't be as bad when I get my car back to where I can drive it.
I wish people would actually return the money that they borrow. Like my dad, for example... he still owes me $80. Blake(...er, his dad) owes me $210. I don't know how much Shawn really owes me for that jacket, but he was supposed to give me $20 toward it on Fri. I'll be a little slack with that one just because I know he's the only one working and he's got a 'wife' and a kid to support.
I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to make up for the money I'm spending to go to CT. I need to get a job. I eventually want to get back to having a full-time job and shit, but for now I need to just have something where I can just not be on schedule for about a week so I can still go visit Justin.
When I write in here, I think that I shouldn't bitch as much, and I should write in a more proper manner. That's just the way I am with grammar and everything. I just know that when I used to try to write journal entries in proper form, it was never good enough, and I would just end up saying 'fuck it.' I don't really give a fuck anywho. It's not like anyone who reads this shit does either... it's just something to do.