This is SO not happening...
I just realized, I am still using the nickname and anniversary date from Brandon on this thing. AND to top it off, he called me today. And we talked for about an hour and a half. Actually talked. It was kind of nice... I think. He was very nice and everything. He even apologized (again) for being suck a dick to me while we were dating. I don't know what to think.
So later I called Chris. We talked for about 15 minutes... about nothing. So now I'm feeling miserable.
Plus of course those old feelings for Brandon kinda got sparked again. But no, TRUST me, I would sooooo much rather be with Chris than Brandon. 100 times over.
God I dont even know what to fucking think right now.
Theres so much going on. DAMNIT ALL TO HELL!
So later I called Chris. We talked for about 15 minutes... about nothing. So now I'm feeling miserable.
Plus of course those old feelings for Brandon kinda got sparked again. But no, TRUST me, I would sooooo much rather be with Chris than Brandon. 100 times over.
God I dont even know what to fucking think right now.
Theres so much going on. DAMNIT ALL TO HELL!