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10 days to 4 years ago...
So if that just confused the hell out of you, let me explain. In 10 days it will have been 4 years since my best friend died in a car accident. 4 years. That's longer than I knew her. She has been dead longer than I knew her. Omg, it just tears me apart thinking about it. i just don't think I can really handle it very well because my mind keeps saying shes not really gone. And that hurts even more. I just don't know what to say/think/feel other than missing her like crazy and wishing I could talk to her again. I just don't know....
College is kicking my ass. I am so exhausted and frustrated beyond belief.
So if that just confused the hell out of you, let me explain. In 10 days it will have been 4 years since my best friend died in a car accident. 4 years. That's longer than I knew her. She has been dead longer than I knew her. Omg, it just tears me apart thinking about it. i just don't think I can really handle it very well because my mind keeps saying shes not really gone. And that hurts even more. I just don't know what to say/think/feel other than missing her like crazy and wishing I could talk to her again. I just don't know....
College is kicking my ass. I am so exhausted and frustrated beyond belief.