Chris

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I don't know what it is about this boy, but he knockes me off my feet sometimes, OUT OF NOWHERE. Totally unexpected. Today I went over to his house and caught myself just staring at him and thinking how good he looked, and how glad I am that he didn't give up on me and that we are together now. I wanted to cry again. (Am I getting pathetic yet?) I love being next to him, holding him, and just being together with him. It's sooooo nice. Now I just wish I could work out the poem idea about him that I have in my head. I want to write it out on this card I have and give it to him for Christmas. He had me sign his yearbook today, took me awhile but I finally came up with something and he loved it. I thought he was going to think it was corny, but I guess not! Score one for me! Heehee. And I am getting quicker on this smart ass stuff! Woot! But I feel bad.... we mess around alot and I hurt him alot... not like a really bad hurt, but like I'll bite him.... I need to stop that. But I love the playfulness....

So finals are over, and I'm home for 3 weeks. This weekend Chris is here so I'll be with him.... this week I want to visit Ashley, Michelle, and Mikey if he is in town. Then the next two weeks I want to get myself into my sleep pattern thingy that I'm gunna need for next semester. And it's Christmas and New Year's in those last 2 weeks.

Then it's BACK to Western, and SCOTT will be there!!! *Yay*