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Apr 30, 2002 21:36

I feel totally blown. I wanted to jump out in so many directions at once in my schooling and I believe I hurt something. I guess I tried to go to the area I love while my I was handcuffed to my obligations. I believe I broke my obligations, and sent up alarms. I am now handcuffed to school requirements with one hand and the obligations on the other. I feel trapped. I want to travel toward my goal because I can see it so vividly now and that excites me. But I remain tied and my school mocks me with the key. My dream now lies with them.
I am surrounded by gold-hatted, high bouncing students, all trying to get that key. I bounce with them; I strain to fly from my publicly instituted handcuffs. But so many others seek that key, and I do not own a gold hat...

Now that I have sounded crazy for one day...(Koola smiles and pets Xia-Meii)
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