The Quite Confused Entry
I guess Tony and Alex are making me drop out... :/ I don't know how. If you read Alex's journal I am sure it explains a lot more. It also say a lot more I don't understand. And in case anyone who likes to make up a lot of crap about people in thier journals, gets thier mother drunk every night, gets thier boyfriend in trouble all the time, makes her sister's think she's anorexic and going to kill herself, makes her brother exasperated, and makes her father stay up all night when she has her boyfriend stay the night against his wishes reads this, I am sure you have wanted to vent for a long time and I don't understand what your problem is, I have never done anything mean to you and all of the sudden all you do is treat me like crap. I never said anything about you and Tony doing anything to me. I actually never even said I was dropping out I just said it would be better for everyone if I moved out. I said I knew you would be happy because you have some kind of jealous vendetta against me?? I don't know what I did to hurt Tony, your brother's, or father's feelings, and I am sure it is nothing except for your teenage agnst and some form of lashing out to the LJ world for attention. And yes that was one of the biggest parts of me wanting to move out was because I don't feel I belong here, you especially help in that part runnig around the house telling everyone to fuck off slamming doors, making your parents crazy and siblings worried. I felt for some reason you feel some sort of jealousy towards me and the time I spend with your family. I thought me leaving would help. I am guessing most of what your mother said to you was some concoction of her own to guilt you into feeling bad nad I had nothing to do with that. But anyway I mean of course you are the one who has had all the troubles in your life you know getting everything you have ever wanted. And you know what I did get some pleasure in hearing your mother and father laugh about how much better the atmosphere around her would be with you at your grandmothers. Ciao.