Apr 20, 2005 10:11
My sister left for camp yesterday. It was actually kinda sad seeing her go. She's so tiny, it almost like...dare I say it...I LOVE her. Ok, GEEZ! there I said it. But anyway, it has been really quiet without her. No one to bother me, no one to do anything wrong. Except for my parents. Cuz, I'm perfect right? j/k. C-O-N-C-E-I-T-E-D! My dad keeps making comments like: "I hope your sister's ok." GOD! Can't he not worry for like 10 minutes. I wonder if he thinks of me like that when I'm gone. Prolly not, I don't think I matter as much as she does. I mean, I was just their lab rat. She's their youngest daughter. So what? Just beacause she's the youngest doesn't mean that she is more or less important. Sometimes I find the "Green Monster of Jealousy" coming out of me. I don't want to be jealous of her. I want to be happy for her that she gets to do things that I don't get to do. Or, things that I didn't get to do when I was her age. I know that now I get to do more things than she does. OK, next topic. I only had to walk like 50 feet to school today! It was great! Its because Andrew drove to school without his dad! Woot Woot! Go him for getting his license. I can' wait til I get mine. But its time to go to Geometry. Whooptie Doo! Oh Well. GREEN! Green means go!