Farewell
we have about 6 days left of school. I don't want the end to come. I know that its not the end its onlthe beginning, but it feels like the end. It's the end of alot of friendships that i dont' want to lose. Alot of my freinds are goning to Metro, so there's not alot of room to complain. But what about the people I have grown close to over the past 4 or 5 months, mainly Josh. What if he doesn't get into Metro, what if we never get to do anything together because I'm afraid of dissapointing my semi racist father. I hate that about him. I want to be honest with him but then what if he is dissapointed in me for not choosig what he thinks is the "right" guy. I'm so afraid of losing people that i love or that I'm close to. My dad thainks that people who are gonna cry at graduation are losers or geeks or shouldn't be crying because they aren't losing asnything "special". But alot of us are. NOt just boyfriends or girlfriends, but best friends or "brothers" and "sisters". It's gonna be like losing a family member, because it's true we are like a family, the whole eighth grade class. We've been together for the past 3 years and maybe longer. But it's time to go. I'm gonna miss you guys buhbye.