I am turning into a Mr. Mongers whore

[kookykachuky]

MUAHAHAHA, you know how chamong never updates well, I am going to change my stream so I at least have 2 entries for this month! hehehe. Rachel and I are cool, she is coming to Rocky tonight, which is going extremely well, we sold out yesterday both shows, and my friends couldn't get in which sucked balls, I felt real sorry for them. My new job is pretty cool, I learned how to make some damn good chocolate chip cookies. I gained a bunch oh love handle weight in 2 weeks of partying, and I do believe I am gonna have some shots before the show. Tom and I bet a papa john's pizza that I wouldn't drink this weekend, hehehe, I told him I promised not to lie, because it's a stupid thing to lie about, first I will lie about drinking and then about doing coke and being addicted to sex. dear lord that is not good. HAHAHA, anyways! I have been running on empty lately and it is all i can do not to punch some people in the balls, I am just trying not to take my anger and frustration out on people who aren't doing anything offensive and are actually quite sweet to me. ya'll are lucky you ain't around me, or I would choke you!!! MUSHAHAHAHA, just kidding, I can;t be violent with people. Tom and I got into a convo a while back and we were talking about violence and then like, when I started talking about my brother throwing my sister around the house, and me chucking a porceline figurine at his head, and all this other shit, and Tom never even thought I could do half the shit I talked about-I am not a violent person because I hate hurting people, the last physical fight i got in was with my sister hilary (junkie) and I remember her straddling me and punching me repeatedly in the face and stomach and then I was amazed to find that kung fu works when I flipped her and beat her face to a pulp. gross huh?! bet ya never saw that comin'!!! but yeah, I can't be seriously physically violent because I associate it with a crumbling family life...something new is always fun.

but yeah i am gonna try to write two papers before the show...which is in 3 hours...feck. love you guys! sorry i don't chat! bahnahnah you best have fun tonight!