don't know if i am sick from that movie or coffee...
so i saw mysterious skin tonight, almost puked a couple times. damn that shit was intense, got me thinking about stuff...anyways! not much new about rachel and i, things are just moving, she is talking about giving me a car, and i will only have to pay insurance and gas, sounds sweet but damn me for accepting the super sugar mama! tom and she met last night and talked a bunch...it was interesting i guess and then she stayed over till 12:30am, and we talked for a while, it was nice. today monica moved back into town and i saw her after work and we went to the movie with rachel and her friends, monica was acting a little off, i couldn't tell if she was automatically trying to put the friend mode on or what, it was a little awkward for me. tomorrow, rachel is going to have some friend time and i am going to help a friend move, shop with roomy, hookah with tom, and welcome back a few friends...twill be alright, hopefully, if i get enough fucking sleep, and or coffee. I have been so stressed lately that i have bitten my fingers to shit and they are bloody everyday, so i am actively trying to stop by wearing band aids and nail polish. god fucking damn the stress of being the stereotypical poor college student. fak fak fak. Blonde Redhead's new album is fucking awesome, for the damaged fucking rocks, i damn near orgasm everytime i hear that song, omg, the sad thing is that they kinda are starting to sound like the yeah yeah yeahs...i don'tthink i like that, hopefully i am the only one that hears it...oh god pleas! hehehehe, night night apu.