Mar 20, 2010 19:57
I wished I was in KL right now :(((
Life hasn't been a bed of roses recently.
Been questioning whether I'm stuck in the rut I'm in cos of myself or the circumstances. I guess it's a little of both. Maybe cos I've been so worried and scared that I'll make mistakes. Maybe it's cos I took the wrong step in the first place. So many maybes. People have told me that this is a phase, I just have to get through it. But in the process of getting through it, I fumble, try to stand, and then fumble again.
You're right, I am afraid of making mistakes. And that phobia is so great, that I'm losing confidence in myself and things that I do. But what if I leave, and still face the same probs?
At the risk of sounding like a teenybopper song, I'm so confused I dunno what to do. I wanna stop and reflect, but time doesn't wait ya?
I wanna get out of this vicious cycle.
life