My heart, it feels heavy
Listening to Fahrenheit's 很安静 as I'm typing this. (Hold back your comments about my fangirlishness first ok) Very apt song cos it's really quiet in my house now. Maid's prob asleep already, Sis and Bro are out, and my parents are in M'sia. Enjoy this peace and quietness actually. Everyday, I'm surrounded with people. Be it on the bus, lunch at my office's canteen, at the office, everywhere. That's when I learn to treasure being alone.
This week has been a roller-coaster one for me so far. I overdid things, let my imagination run to the North Pole, and gave myself heaploads of stress for nothing. I was a cranky, whiny girl yesterday too. That's bad. Fighters don't whine. Trying not to crack yet, cos this is not the most stressful period yet. I dunno if I can survive, really. Just a lil' bit and I'm at my boiling point already. Gotta learn how to manage stress.
My mood is like a yo-yo too. I sway from Go-getter to Loser. I don't wanna be a loser ok!! (Duh who wants to be one)
I'm ranting.
I'm gonna give it a second try, this time on my own. I appreciate everbody's advice and well-wishes, but let me try just once on my own. At least I can say I did it for myself.
This week has been a roller-coaster one for me so far. I overdid things, let my imagination run to the North Pole, and gave myself heaploads of stress for nothing. I was a cranky, whiny girl yesterday too. That's bad. Fighters don't whine. Trying not to crack yet, cos this is not the most stressful period yet. I dunno if I can survive, really. Just a lil' bit and I'm at my boiling point already. Gotta learn how to manage stress.
My mood is like a yo-yo too. I sway from Go-getter to Loser. I don't wanna be a loser ok!! (Duh who wants to be one)
I'm ranting.
I'm gonna give it a second try, this time on my own. I appreciate everbody's advice and well-wishes, but let me try just once on my own. At least I can say I did it for myself.