The bright spark among the grey clouds
Mood's like a yo-yo these days..One minute I can be feeling so stressed up I wanna run away from it all, but the other minute I can rationalise my thoughts and tell myself to take things one at a time. Most of the time it's the stressed-up feeling though, and I feel so overwhelmed at times. When my parents asked me if I could cope with school and work, I mumble "ya" but sometimes I just feel like giving up. I'm no superhero you know? I tell myself that this is a test I have to go through, that all this will be over soon..but that overwhelming feeling just won't go away.
I probably shouldn't complain, cos there are people experiencing worst times than me. At least I'm studying a course that I have interest in, at least I still have a part-time job in times of recession..I guess I'll just have to brace myself up and put in more effort in school and work. I feel kinda bad towards my group mates though cos I feel that I haven't been contributing much. I'll have to work harder from now on!
Counting down to 9 april cos it's THE DAY that we are working towards. Before that, I'm couting down to the day that Fahrenheit comes, cos they are my 4 happy pills, my temporary distraction from the not-so-happy things happenings in my life (:
24 hours more to go =D