May 06, 2004 22:18
i miss a lot of people.. it seems like i dont realize how tight the people i hang out w/ are... until i lose them... :-(
meh. i think i lost one of my greatest memories of a certain person today.. and now i feel really alone and see no point in my life now.. i'm just.. so sick of everything...
i also realized somethin else today... dreams dont come true.
theres no point in trying.. i think i'm just gonna stop goin to miramonte for a while i dont like going back there cuz it just brings back hella memories. i also realized i dont fit in w/ people at miramonte or people at cal or whatever. fuck tryin. if it was worth it somethin good would happen but obviously its not.
i'm out. peace.