Tähtisädetikku~

Oct 31, 2006 16:42

I can't remember when I have last really fought with a friend. Like, yelling and such. Yesterday it happend, and with Nea of all people. I recall trying to update my journal, but I was crying so hard that I couldn't even type "FUCK!" to express my feelings, so I gave up. I really, really feared that she'd decide she didn't want me in her life anymore. "Why the hell would I want to get rid of the fucking person who taught me what 'friendship' is in the first place?" she said, though. Luckily it seems that our friendship is indeed deep and strong enough and that I wasn't wrong when I trusted her with pretty much everything, even my life. Things said and done, now it seems that it's the time to move forward.

I'm listening to Akhnaton songs again. XD Almost nostalgic, although it has been only a little while. The lyrics just really made me think about this whole scene. The characters of our drama and the crew of Akhnaton are quite much same. And the lyrics - the one I'm listening to right now tells how the heart that wants only peace causes only death. "To lies and betrayal, he leads us to hell", poorly translated, of course. Our lives are such a mess right now... -_-;;

But then the main thing.

...

SNOW! *screams* 8DD \,,/ ^___________^

irl, snow

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