Nyaaaa ._.
I'll be happy when this day is over.
I woke up at 12.15. Yeah. I slept over both Swedish and arts lessons. I have no idea if I can still pass that Swedish course - not that it'd be difficult, but I've just had pretty much unluck with it.
So, unlike most people I know, I did go to school for the one and half lessons I had left. Maybe it wasn't that brilliant idea... People had barely noticed I was missing, not a single person said "Morning" or even "Hi". My arts teacher, however, had noticed, and apparently he had to mock me about it. I suppose he didn't mean anything bad because he's really a nice guy, but it hurt anyway. Then there was the last lesson and ooooh how I love that teacher. She was really nasty and unfriendly, and when I asked things I didn't know because I was absent from the first lessons because of Akhnaton, she treated me like I was the dumbest creature on Earth.
Normally all this would only make me feel angry, but... I'm so tired. I haven't slept well for ages because I've tried to be a good friend, and it also happens to be that certain time of the month. I'm stressing over so many things right now - all that was needed to break me down was really a couple of nasty words from a teacher. After the lesson I was already searching for a free toilet to cry silently behind a locked door, when a friend found me. The good moment of the day. She noticed my tears and made me sit next to her and tell what was wrong. I can't remember the last time when I cried against somebody's shoulder, but I'm happy there weren't many to see it. It helped a little.
Baaad day. ;_;
I woke up at 12.15. Yeah. I slept over both Swedish and arts lessons. I have no idea if I can still pass that Swedish course - not that it'd be difficult, but I've just had pretty much unluck with it.
So, unlike most people I know, I did go to school for the one and half lessons I had left. Maybe it wasn't that brilliant idea... People had barely noticed I was missing, not a single person said "Morning" or even "Hi". My arts teacher, however, had noticed, and apparently he had to mock me about it. I suppose he didn't mean anything bad because he's really a nice guy, but it hurt anyway. Then there was the last lesson and ooooh how I love that teacher. She was really nasty and unfriendly, and when I asked things I didn't know because I was absent from the first lessons because of Akhnaton, she treated me like I was the dumbest creature on Earth.
Normally all this would only make me feel angry, but... I'm so tired. I haven't slept well for ages because I've tried to be a good friend, and it also happens to be that certain time of the month. I'm stressing over so many things right now - all that was needed to break me down was really a couple of nasty words from a teacher. After the lesson I was already searching for a free toilet to cry silently behind a locked door, when a friend found me. The good moment of the day. She noticed my tears and made me sit next to her and tell what was wrong. I can't remember the last time when I cried against somebody's shoulder, but I'm happy there weren't many to see it. It helped a little.
Baaad day. ;_;