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God, I give up.
For almost two weeks I got to see the real him, but now the real him has been lost behind the personality he built to show to people. Now he's some badass again and I fear that I can't get to him again.
I'm totally done with him. I love him, I always will love him, but I give up. I won't call or bother him again; I'll wait for him to call me again...if he wants to.
I was reminded, once again, why it is I don't hang out with straight men. I was out with my mate Christa, her fiance, Jeremy and two other guys. The guys talked about cars ALL night and when they WEREN'T talking about cars, they were insulting women, talking about tits and hot chicks and other such USELESS SHIT. So.
I'm really gonna stick with gay men for awhile. Someday God will bring THE man into my life and that's all I need. So yeah.
I need to go and get another tattoo; I think it would make me feel better.
For almost two weeks I got to see the real him, but now the real him has been lost behind the personality he built to show to people. Now he's some badass again and I fear that I can't get to him again.
I'm totally done with him. I love him, I always will love him, but I give up. I won't call or bother him again; I'll wait for him to call me again...if he wants to.
I was reminded, once again, why it is I don't hang out with straight men. I was out with my mate Christa, her fiance, Jeremy and two other guys. The guys talked about cars ALL night and when they WEREN'T talking about cars, they were insulting women, talking about tits and hot chicks and other such USELESS SHIT. So.
I'm really gonna stick with gay men for awhile. Someday God will bring THE man into my life and that's all I need. So yeah.
I need to go and get another tattoo; I think it would make me feel better.