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1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
1.) I want to do all manner of horribly naughty things to you….so let me tie you down and blindfold you and lets see what makes you the happiest. I want to make you happy, to watch you smile, to hear you gasp because I did something very right indeed. I wish I could kiss you and find out what you taste like
2.) I want to curl up on a couch with you and discuss the darkest things in the world, as though its wonderful, magnificent poetry while a fire crackles wildly in a nearby fireplace. And have hot tea and biscuits to go along with said discussion.
3.) Sometimes I think the ideas you have about God, life, etc are really, really stupid. I’ve wanted to laugh at you but I know that I never will because not only do I love you, but Jesus never would have done that to someone he was trying to show the Truth to.
4.) HE IS THE WORST PERSON FOR YOU! He’s going to ignore you, not treat you as he should, even when you have his kid; if you don’t figure out he’s complete shit before then. A mutual friend we share and I have decided that he’s a fucker and that he’s not good enough for you. DUMP HIM WHILE YOU STILL CAN! He’s a loser and not only will he take you down with him, but will make your life miserable.
5.) You fucked up by leaving, and now you’re wasting your money on shit you don’t need. I love you but do something worthwhile with your life because you’ll just end up a 35 year old still living at home with mommy if you don’t.
6.) Stay the fuck away from her you loser. You have messed up her life enough. Leave her alone and get the hell out of her life.
7) God I never thought I could dislike someone as much as I dislike you. Every time I see you I wish something crazy would happen-ie randomly explode, kill yourself, etc.-and sometimes I even wish I had the balls to kill you myself. Not only are you a BAD FRIEND to him but you are a BAD BOYFRIEND to her and I fucking can’t stand you. You’re some stupid, wanna be cool kid but you’re too fat, too ugly and way too stupid to actually be of any use in this world. I want to throw you into the Australian outback and let you wander around saying stupid shit like ‘oh I know how to survive in this because I’ll fucking sing with my horrid voice and play my fucking guitar and scare away the animals…and THEN I would get dingoes to attack you and watch-while laughing my ass off-as they tore you open and ate your entrails.
8) You’re creepy. In the past you’ve treated me like somewhere between a girlfriend and an acquaintance. Every time we were together you seemed to want control of me and every time you called me it seemed like you wanted to make me do what you wanted me to do. I’m not really sure why I hang out with you other than the fact that I can use you for money or an interesting time when I’m bored out of my mind.
9.) I wish you could see yourself how I see you. God you are so beautiful but so broken and scarred from all the hurts you’ve had before. I tried to draw you close, tried to love you and show you want it meant to truly be loved by a friend but you’ve pulled away from me, you’ve practically walked out of my life. It hurts. It hurts more than you’ll ever know.
10.) I want to see you naked. It would be hott ^_^
And what’s funny? You think you know who everyone is…or some of you might. But you’d be surprised if you knew.