Jun 28, 2006 21:23
the Past couple dayz been suck ASSS......
Im slowly losing the one i love ...
My Friendz Are slipping away or becoming more fake..
I wake up to MY Brother and step dad arguing EVERY day ... Today my brother Threatning to beat my step dad wit a Baseball bat ....
Still DOnT have My place .. but iM workin on that ...
Really thought about College today .. I dont wanna go to be a Massuse .. I wanan be a Mechanic .... The past couple dayz we been workin On juicyz carz made me realize thats what i like doin ...
i hate when ppl dont realize i got problemz of my own and get pissed when i tell them i aint worried about there problemz .. cuz honestly ... im not .. i got enough shit goin on in my life ... they aint there when im goin through shit so im done beion there for them ... noone realizes how much iv acomplised .. bcuz they dont ask ... but its whtever .. i dont need help wit my shit .. ive made it this far ... Yeha im strugglin still .. But i got my Shit Stright ... I know what ima be doin .. and how ima DO it .. and evereythingz good... MY emotionz are the only thing holdin me down ... and makin me move slower .... but I Have faith in my self and i Believe in my self.. nd thats all its gonna take ...
N-T-Wayz .... Im out for a Bit ... im Goin to the FIreworkz Downtown TOnight ... WIt my Cup-kake .... wree Postin up In belle Isle ... Every year someoen Gets shot @ Hart Plaza .. so were gonan avoid there and stay At Belle Isle .. lol not much better But Hey .. havent Heard of anyone gettin shot durrin teh fireworkz theer .... im out ....