love can be so boring
long time no update = long long super long entry :D
things are getting better at home, i feel like i'm connecting more with my parents now that my sisteris all the way in australia. talking to them more often too. and now i actually see them everyday because i come down for food in the midst of studying. it feels good to know them better i honestly felt like a stranger when i didnt talk to them at all. there was just NOlevel of communication my parents and i never seemed to be on the same path. before the Os sometimes i wouldnt even see my mom for three four days cos she comes home so damn late and i'm already hiding in my room. my parents have been damn concerned for me lately. its all going to get better. our relationship needs the connectivity. i just feel this inner hapiness when i see now how my relationship with my parents have further developed instead of them being just some atm. although it IS still a bit difficult to communicate with my mother because her facial expressions are always very sudden i just get caught off guard. i must learn to look past her frowns and not be warded off by that.
youhave been very gracious. i have been lucky enough to have spotted all the right topics for the Olevel exams. electricity for phy prac, studied only Japan the night before, and Odour plus Lumber Room. although Secret Sharer would have been more applicable but hey, at least i had something to write right? and i was also really amazed i managed to cough up 6pages for the essay on A View From The Bridge. i didnt even study that bloody book only had a glimpse through. aiyah i am just not an artyfarty person. emaths was also a heart-warmer. well, thanks be to you for pulling me through and confucius you are my source of inspiration i just think of you and i try to act all nerdy. hahahahhaa. whoops. ok i didnt mean it that way but i know you have been with me although i cannot feel you by myself i can sense it in my heart.
sigh the only thing annoying me and upsetting the hell outta me is amath Question Number 11. 9 marks!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH *faints*. bloody hell. my whole entire state of mind is really disturbed by that stupid question. argh. i'm really so.. no wait, i'm petrified i wont be able to get my A1 cos amath is the only thing i can be proud of. hahahhaa eh! from UNGRADED ok!!!! dont play play.. oh geez, why am i starting to speak like rex! *shudders* hahahahhaa. yeah. oh wells. damn i just gotta work harder for amath it just proves i'm not competent. hmmmm. need to work my butt off for physics and chemistry also. i need to work and i want to because after the exams i dont want to feel like it was nothing big like, how i felt like after prelims. and when i get my results i dont want to see my results and just be "okay" or angry because i know i didnt study (count out lit i really have lost interest in it i'll be lucky if i PASS). arghhhh i still remember chinese results i was furious with myself!!!! didnt even study!! just a glimpse through the shou ce then what? expect an A2 to come flying my way? YAH RIGHT. dream on lah. shit. only a B3. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHH. that just agrravates me. RAWR.
okay on to the lighter topics.
I AM SO DAMN HUNGRYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heh heh. i sincerely hope i'm not the only one pigging out during this exam period cos i can seriously feel my fats which is really damn disgusting. i eat every few minutes and after i eat i eat again. hahahahaha. its damn funny. then i get cramps but not cramps cos i dont have my period before and AFTER i eat. amazing right? i think i'm eating too much. so a trip to the doctor's was suggested by my dearest daddy and TADAAAHHHHHHHHHH. MEDICINE!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO no more stomachache for me. hahaha. took my weight at the doctor's too!!!! i put on 1kg!!! GRRRRRRRR must TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN after Os! hahahha yes bert we are going to train together! :p waiting for my maid to come back with food now what is taking her so long man! got tuition in 15mins time!!!! argh . . . my poor stomach........... *sob* NEVERMIND! i shall be strong!!! and valiantly try to ignore those "sharp fangs gnawing at my stomach" hahahahhaha. speaking of food... here are some yummy stuffies i must show you!!!! hahahaha. daddy went back to the fullerton to get me my CAKE!!! YEAHHHHH MANNNNN :p
YES I HAD TO PUT IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE!!!!! MUAHAHAHAAHAHHA
bert i'm so sorry but this is MINE MINE MINE. ALLLLLL MINE!!!! :p
damn i should really learn how to use my digicam properly and nicely next time. i dont even know half the special features it can do. hur.
yayity yay *sem's style* hahahaha. parents away for the weekend nobody shall disturb my peace. getting my visa card done later muahahahaha mummy was like "how if you go into debt". HOW CAN I MUMMY??? i'm such a good girl and i'm not like sis *coughcough*!!!! :DD ONLINE SHOPPING HERE I COOOMMMMEEEEEE. argh to hell i wish it was a visa supplementary card though. then it's not my money i would be spending... muahaha. aiyah wait long long. hahahaha.daddy said i would make him bankrupt if he ever took leave of his senses and got me a supplementary credit card. OH WELL. *dramatic sigh* hahahhaa.
okay, my mobilephone contract expires next month and unlike the people around me who constantly change their phones even when the plan is not up yet... *looks at sem, sis, janice etc.etc* i am finally gonna change my 6510. man i will miss it i still like my phone but its just bloody laggy now and keeps switching off. so... sorry baby, you just gotta go! i still remember the phones i had. an ericsson in p5, siemens in sec1 followed by nokia3330 then my coverted 6510. i still remember how elated i was when mummy bought me my 6510... sigh oh well. right back to now, hahahha i am a NOKIA WHORE and thus i am deciding between two phones! i WILL convince daddy to buy them for me. *grin* I CAN AND I WILL because i simply REFUSE to spend my 500 on a phone. i wonder if he will though... but anyway,
the nokia 7260. looks nice? well nicest of all the newer models available. but i'm kinda leaning towards the...
nokia 7610. comes with camera, mp3 <33333333333333333333333 but i dont seem to notice many of these around. or maybe i'm just ignorant, like i always am. the phone is a bit bulky but hey.. MP3 omg.. its like a walking md-phone. hahahhaa. eng park's phone is an mp3player also sony ericsson i think it looks so damn nice. sigh. yupppeerrrrrsssss which one huh? 7610 RIGHT! gonna sign up with singtel so i hope singtel is having this phone ON OFFER! muahahahaha. just look at that... doesnt it look so stylish... *sighs wistfully* but if it has a open menu where like when you enter the menu all the options are shown at once... NO WAY. i WANT a scrolling menu!!!! it gives me something to do DAMMIT. RAWR. ok time for tuition.