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when my brothers and me aren't fighting, i get this strange feeling of oneness. like someone actually cares about me and im loved. i dont know, it just feels nice not to get yelled at all the time. i love my brothers.
school is almost over. thats good. but i really dont want to lose touch with people.. you know? i dont want things to change next year. i dont want anyone to change. i hate change.
but i love it too.
is that weird? i dont know how to explain it... i like changes that are good, and fun... but i hate the whole idea of things being different. you know? hmm yes.
im doing my monologue tomorrow but i dont have it all memorized. im going to go work on that now before i regret it.
...ah.
*loves*
school is almost over. thats good. but i really dont want to lose touch with people.. you know? i dont want things to change next year. i dont want anyone to change. i hate change.
but i love it too.
is that weird? i dont know how to explain it... i like changes that are good, and fun... but i hate the whole idea of things being different. you know? hmm yes.
im doing my monologue tomorrow but i dont have it all memorized. im going to go work on that now before i regret it.
...ah.
*loves*