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So today went better than expected. Amanda's already made some friends. It seemed like she had a lot of fun, which is good. We went out to lunch.
So right now eric is on and he's got a baseball game. So now he's got some additions to his profile and I don't understand it. One day he tells me he's got a crush on me, and now his profile says 'Becca is my hottie and i love her!!' Um, okay. You know, I think he tells me he's got a crush on me because he knows how fucking weak I am and he's probably just taking advantage of that. I'm just so oblivious right now. It's weird. I really hate when he does this, but then I talk to him and he seems so caring. It's weird.. he can tell within the first minute that I'm sad or upset or pissed off and he goes out of his way to listen to me. And apparently he likes some Jessica chick, too. I guess I don't really have to worry about her because she lives in Colorado. Seriously now. I guess I need to work on my 'flaws'; my jealousy, my needy-ness, my clingy-ness, and yeah. It's pretty bad. I knew I'd get too attatched to this situation, and I knew I'd get hurt eventually. Why do I always go after the 'bad' guys? I mean, Ryan Voigt wasn't so bad. He was a sweet guy.. when he'd talk. He's just one of those guys that isn't very conversational. Whatever.
So I think I've got a real bad cold. Yesterday it was just sneezing. Today it's full on sneezing, coughing and sore throat. Everyone is sick lately.
So Shrek was being a really big asshole today. This morning when we got to school we stopped in the bathroom, at my locker then I went to show her around. We stopped in the cafeteria and stuff. Shrek was there with his friends or whatever. I showed her who Derek was and Shrek spotted her. He was like 'Get the fuck out of my school' and we started walking away then he's like 'I'm gonne fucking hit her' and we started walking faster and took a detour by the foods rooms. Then at lunch when we were about to leave, Shrek got up to put his tray away or whatever and he said 'If you don't go to the Falls get the fuck out' and a teacher was right there. He gave Shrek the weirdest look. Shrek needs to die. He's one senior that I'm not going to miss one bit.
I got my yearbook today. The majority of the senior pictures look the same. There were some that were really good. Oh god.. Jordan Schulte's was pretty good. His eyes looked.. OH GOD. It was so weird.. everyone looked so young. I am going to miss the seniors dearly.
I found out where Andy is going to college. He's going to MATC. I was thinking he was for sure going to Madison with his girlfriend (at least I think they're still together) but apparently he's not. Maybe that's a good thing.. because you know, they could get sick of eachother but maybe not. Who knows.
I think that's about it for now. You know I'll be updating soon enough.
So right now eric is on and he's got a baseball game. So now he's got some additions to his profile and I don't understand it. One day he tells me he's got a crush on me, and now his profile says 'Becca is my hottie and i love her!!' Um, okay. You know, I think he tells me he's got a crush on me because he knows how fucking weak I am and he's probably just taking advantage of that. I'm just so oblivious right now. It's weird. I really hate when he does this, but then I talk to him and he seems so caring. It's weird.. he can tell within the first minute that I'm sad or upset or pissed off and he goes out of his way to listen to me. And apparently he likes some Jessica chick, too. I guess I don't really have to worry about her because she lives in Colorado. Seriously now. I guess I need to work on my 'flaws'; my jealousy, my needy-ness, my clingy-ness, and yeah. It's pretty bad. I knew I'd get too attatched to this situation, and I knew I'd get hurt eventually. Why do I always go after the 'bad' guys? I mean, Ryan Voigt wasn't so bad. He was a sweet guy.. when he'd talk. He's just one of those guys that isn't very conversational. Whatever.
So I think I've got a real bad cold. Yesterday it was just sneezing. Today it's full on sneezing, coughing and sore throat. Everyone is sick lately.
So Shrek was being a really big asshole today. This morning when we got to school we stopped in the bathroom, at my locker then I went to show her around. We stopped in the cafeteria and stuff. Shrek was there with his friends or whatever. I showed her who Derek was and Shrek spotted her. He was like 'Get the fuck out of my school' and we started walking away then he's like 'I'm gonne fucking hit her' and we started walking faster and took a detour by the foods rooms. Then at lunch when we were about to leave, Shrek got up to put his tray away or whatever and he said 'If you don't go to the Falls get the fuck out' and a teacher was right there. He gave Shrek the weirdest look. Shrek needs to die. He's one senior that I'm not going to miss one bit.
I got my yearbook today. The majority of the senior pictures look the same. There were some that were really good. Oh god.. Jordan Schulte's was pretty good. His eyes looked.. OH GOD. It was so weird.. everyone looked so young. I am going to miss the seniors dearly.
I found out where Andy is going to college. He's going to MATC. I was thinking he was for sure going to Madison with his girlfriend (at least I think they're still together) but apparently he's not. Maybe that's a good thing.. because you know, they could get sick of eachother but maybe not. Who knows.
I think that's about it for now. You know I'll be updating soon enough.