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So right now I'm sitting on my grandmother's couch in santa barbara waiting for the sun to come out so maybe i can walk across the street to the beach. It's so relaxing here. I woke up at 10, ate some breakfast while watching the dolphins swim by and then read dostoevsky for an hour. My new favorite thing? : going for a run to the beach and jumping in the ocean...sooo nice i can't even describe it.
I've had such a good summer so far...disregarding the very beginning of it. This is the first summer in 5 summers that I don't have a boyfriend...not that I'm completely single right now but practically. It's just been so nice to hang out with all my friends. It's such a relief kind of to be single and not looking for someone to fill the "void". I do have chris, i know, so it's not as if I'm completely alone...but it's not like he's here either. It's great to just be hanging out with friends and not thinking about potentials. Hanging out with michelle has been great and the guys are always a good time. I've never felt closer to some of them than i do now...like i've seen feeley and ladd a lot and dibe more than ever.
I've never felt more appreciative of all my friends than i do now and I can't wait to come back from cali and spend the rest of summer with them :)
I love being out here with my family too. Besides my grandmother, my aunt and uncle are out here for a while before they move to london for the next couple of years and my cousins alice and joe, who are 27 and 25, are out here for a month. They live in manchester, england working and going to school. I feel as if I've acquired a slight british accent just being around them...which I don't really mind ...reminds me of michelle's british accent that comes out when she gets drunk haha :P
I've had such a good summer so far...disregarding the very beginning of it. This is the first summer in 5 summers that I don't have a boyfriend...not that I'm completely single right now but practically. It's just been so nice to hang out with all my friends. It's such a relief kind of to be single and not looking for someone to fill the "void". I do have chris, i know, so it's not as if I'm completely alone...but it's not like he's here either. It's great to just be hanging out with friends and not thinking about potentials. Hanging out with michelle has been great and the guys are always a good time. I've never felt closer to some of them than i do now...like i've seen feeley and ladd a lot and dibe more than ever.
I've never felt more appreciative of all my friends than i do now and I can't wait to come back from cali and spend the rest of summer with them :)
I love being out here with my family too. Besides my grandmother, my aunt and uncle are out here for a while before they move to london for the next couple of years and my cousins alice and joe, who are 27 and 25, are out here for a month. They live in manchester, england working and going to school. I feel as if I've acquired a slight british accent just being around them...which I don't really mind ...reminds me of michelle's british accent that comes out when she gets drunk haha :P