I'm in a waking coma
I want to sleep so bad. that would be...awesome. I slept an hour on Friday, worked 11 hours on Saturday...yet I was oddly energized. I feel like my body and my mind are in completely different worlds right now. I feel even at 3am that I could run a marathon; I know endorphins make you happy (and happy people just don't kill their husbands, right B? lol)..But this is ridiculous. I am so tired, so tired emotionally and physically. but in the words of Sarah McLaghlan, "Sleep has left me alone, to carry the weight of unraveling where we went wrong. It's all i can do to hang on, to keep me from fallin into old familiar shoes" <--I heart her.
I have to work at 6am, So I am going to try and lay down, I am being optimistic I will fall into dreamland and not have to wake up every 15 minutes, haha.
I cannot WAIT until Thursday when I can just get out of here for a week, and go to Florida. I'm so relieved Mary-Kate will be so close by. I absolutely LOVE hanging out with her =)It's sad some people have to take for granted what a good persons he is sometimes!
I hate to feel this way, but it will be nice to just get away from all these worries for a few days. I feel like it's all I do nowadays. I love my friends, I have been blessed with SO MANY GOOD THINGS, and I am not complaining. Life could be better at times...but life can ALWAYS be worse! I am content..
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I have to work at 6am, So I am going to try and lay down, I am being optimistic I will fall into dreamland and not have to wake up every 15 minutes, haha.
I cannot WAIT until Thursday when I can just get out of here for a week, and go to Florida. I'm so relieved Mary-Kate will be so close by. I absolutely LOVE hanging out with her =)It's sad some people have to take for granted what a good persons he is sometimes!
I hate to feel this way, but it will be nice to just get away from all these worries for a few days. I feel like it's all I do nowadays. I love my friends, I have been blessed with SO MANY GOOD THINGS, and I am not complaining. Life could be better at times...but life can ALWAYS be worse! I am content..
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