Jeez...
AUGHHHHH.
Okay so I've been gone from LJ and Skype for like...a while. Not that I think anyone misses me. But I'm bored at work so I'm making a journal.
So even though I generally do almost nothing at work all day, I still feel busy. But not really at work... I feel busy at home.
I keep writing here, even though it makes me really nervous because I'm still convinced someone can tap into this computer and see everything I type, every website I visit, etc. But if they can see it, no one has said anything yet. I should probably just get over myself.
Still, the only things I really feel comfortable writing here are the ones that are thus far not smexy, like Mine and Powerpuff. So I actually have a small reserve of those.
BUT I NEED TO WRITE MY SMUTTY FILLS. THEY'RE BEING NEGLECTED -sob-
I felt really awk when someone was like "YOU NEED TO UPDATE BOUNDARIES" so I did. But now it's at the naughty bits and the only reason I was writing it here yesterday was because I was so tired I was like...stoned.
So. The guilt. I has it.
As much as I love talking to you, my Skype buddies, I have kind of been avoiding you because I want to write. IT'S SO HARD FOR ME. When I get over my fear of writing porn at work, I will hopefully get my fill and then I can just chat it up with ya'll.
STOP NAGGING ME ABOUT OTAKON. I SAID 'PROBABLY.' HOW SOON DO YOU WANT ME TO KNOW!?
Also. I have blond hair now. Like bleached. I forgot to tell people. Right now I look like Bunny from Tiger & Bunny. Not that I've started watching it--I haven't--I just look like that one cosplayer taimat is obsessed with. Only less sexy. Or not sexy at all, lol.
Also also, I am kind of seeing someone I guess. Like...without necessarily being his girlfriend. Well, I don't know if he thinks of it that way. But yeah. He's 23 and I'm 18 and I met him at Anime Expo. It's kind of frustrating because he lives like 30 mins away from me and he's got all these other problems and my mom has been like 'I DON'T WANT YOU DATING SUCH AN UNRELIABLE PERSON' but she doesn't seem to get that I'm not like super serious about this. And he knows that too. Like, I don't do long distance relationships. I'm going to college in September, and then I'm done.
I feel like this might count as using him though... But I told him all this so Idek... BLEHH!
So that's what's been going on with me.
Okay so I've been gone from LJ and Skype for like...a while. Not that I think anyone misses me. But I'm bored at work so I'm making a journal.
So even though I generally do almost nothing at work all day, I still feel busy. But not really at work... I feel busy at home.
I keep writing here, even though it makes me really nervous because I'm still convinced someone can tap into this computer and see everything I type, every website I visit, etc. But if they can see it, no one has said anything yet. I should probably just get over myself.
Still, the only things I really feel comfortable writing here are the ones that are thus far not smexy, like Mine and Powerpuff. So I actually have a small reserve of those.
BUT I NEED TO WRITE MY SMUTTY FILLS. THEY'RE BEING NEGLECTED -sob-
I felt really awk when someone was like "YOU NEED TO UPDATE BOUNDARIES" so I did. But now it's at the naughty bits and the only reason I was writing it here yesterday was because I was so tired I was like...stoned.
So. The guilt. I has it.
As much as I love talking to you, my Skype buddies, I have kind of been avoiding you because I want to write. IT'S SO HARD FOR ME. When I get over my fear of writing porn at work, I will hopefully get my fill and then I can just chat it up with ya'll.
STOP NAGGING ME ABOUT OTAKON. I SAID 'PROBABLY.' HOW SOON DO YOU WANT ME TO KNOW!?
Also. I have blond hair now. Like bleached. I forgot to tell people. Right now I look like Bunny from Tiger & Bunny. Not that I've started watching it--I haven't--I just look like that one cosplayer taimat is obsessed with. Only less sexy. Or not sexy at all, lol.
Also also, I am kind of seeing someone I guess. Like...without necessarily being his girlfriend. Well, I don't know if he thinks of it that way. But yeah. He's 23 and I'm 18 and I met him at Anime Expo. It's kind of frustrating because he lives like 30 mins away from me and he's got all these other problems and my mom has been like 'I DON'T WANT YOU DATING SUCH AN UNRELIABLE PERSON' but she doesn't seem to get that I'm not like super serious about this. And he knows that too. Like, I don't do long distance relationships. I'm going to college in September, and then I'm done.
I feel like this might count as using him though... But I told him all this so Idek... BLEHH!
So that's what's been going on with me.