Feb 22, 2006 15:07
Now I'm panicing, panicing, panicing.
I just figured out I really want to go to Ressu (high school), and probably take the IB-programme.
But I'm worried...
a) are my school numbers good enough
b) where am I going to live
c) will I get enough points so I could take the IB-programme.
And some people say Ressu is an 'elitist-school' and I don't want to turn into a elitist bastard. ^^
But anyways, I decided I will try to raise my numbers so that I could make my average better- I don't think it's good enough now. But still, there's one more year to go after this one and I'm afraid that my numbers will drop, but I hope they will rise.
Oh damn, why is it so hard?
I've got at least four subjects which I can improve: Finnish, Swedish, religion and PE. And I'm not happy with my handicrafts number, either. Gosh.
Whaddya think, what will be the average line for Ressu in year 2007? I wish it'll be (lukuaineista) something like 9,15 or that kind of stuff, and I think I can deal with 9,20 also. (at this moment, my average is in 'readable subjects' (what's the word for it? I mean, all the subjects except PE, handicrafts, art, music and stuff.) 9,2 (what was it? 9,24?)
Damndamndamndamndamndamndamn.
The time of study and stress has begun.
Nah, I've promised myself I won't stress out because of this.
... as if.