May 17, 2006 15:44
Well, all of the new applications were sent out as of yesterday. I really hope I get accepted, some of the programs are exactly what I wanted. By some fluke chance they're still accepting for this September and I somehow have all the requirements met. Who knew that colleges require university credits? Anyway, I figure from there I could go into university if I want to, or whatever else happens to be in my interests. As long as I don't have to come back to Carter. At first it seemed like it would be fun, but I've changed my mind. I can't stand it there anymore.
We'll see what happens, I guess. I'll survive.
I've always considered myself good at not showing emotion (or maybe I'm bad at showing emotion?). Either way, I figured I'd write this. You've gotta do what you've gotta do, and I completely understand it. And you'll probably be a lot happier. I just wanted to say that I'll miss you a lot.