Why me, Why you

Aug 28, 2010 20:18

Why do I always have to be the one to let go?

its not like i like being hurt or left behind. i dont want to be the one people forget when its time to say goodbye. always left behind, always the last to know.

ok so in this case i wasnt last to know, but it sucked. n it just happens im the one overeacting. how do you WANT me to react? happy and cheery? im sorry but i cant, i just cant.

finally we get to be together and then BAM youre leaving across the sea. im living a Dear John moment right here and right now, minus the kissing and the war. 11 months, its long and its going to hurt like a BITCH when i wont have you by my side to sit by and cry. its going to hurt when you wont be there to comfort me when everyting it just so hard and painful.

whos going to be tehre and talk to me until morning? sure this aint a love story, not quite yet, but still i want you here.

i cant be the happy one here. sorry. ill sulk until you leave. if you do i mean. somehow i hope you wont. at the same time i want you to go.

no im not sorry that im upset and not happy for you. nope i just cant.

hopefully someone can make me forget you were ever there. hopefully ill fall in love another time and day.

why me

why you

youre just never there, and so am i.

but i guess tomorrows another day. another day with you by my side until you leave me.

rant

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