Yuk: Art ain't workin' !
I'm a fractured, broken shell of a girl at the moment (hahahaha ! oh how melodramatic can i get?) Boo hoo (note- sarcasm)
I'm having a drought of ideas and one of those days where nothing goes right. I don't know whats wrong with me! Even Llammas (my cat) has turned her back on me. Oh dear :S
Its very strange but some days, i get this fear that everything i have done before, art wise has been a fluke, and i'll never be able to create anything better than the last project . Nothing anyone can say will make any difference because its a strong internal criticism that hangs over me like a cold dark shadow. Maybe i'm not alone here and maybe thats what makes arty types so fucking crazy! I'm just having a general vent, so i can hopefully move on from this and won't be wasting a day. I've put the kettle on about 10 times in the last hour. I'm wandering around my flat like a wee lost soul!
I'm still reading the Heroin Diaries. Maybe its time to take a break?
EDIT: Nope, i'm not giving into Nikki Sixx! I'll probably do a bit of a shoot with Stoo later on. I need to work up some ideas for the film shoot anyway. The anticreative demon ain't gonna beat me, nosireee!
I'm excited because the gorgeous lady
kateadreena
is going to make me some custom curly dreads. Her work is gorgeous, so check her out!