old letters burned.
There's some percentage of girls in the world who keep logs of their conversations with people; I am one of them. Having found out that my previous computer crashed because of the hard-drive, was slightly saddening, that was until I realised that the logs of MSN conversations I had with friends were kept inside there, are now all gone (which made it more saddening). My mind went blank, except for a picture which came up on my mind, a scene of where some girls were throwing the letters of which their ex-boyfriends sent into a pile of burning planks of wood. That was the image, and all I wondered was, "Oh yeah ah, that fits perfectly."
We will all come to a point in our lives where we will have to let go. And now, it's time for me, to let go of him, entirely. I cannot be here, thinking about him and getting jealous over all the girls he gets interested in, I cannot wait and sit for him to talk to me and take notice of me, I cannot look at him and think, "Ah, how nice would it be if we were together.", and I cannot wish to talk to him like how we normally did last time. The past is the past, it is impossible to bring it back, and all that's left are memories and regret.
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Hmm, now I am using my computer, and well, of course it feels different, haha. I don't have to wait for that "shut down" menu to come out anymore and etc, but there are some problems regarding the internet. Like how it can't load gendou for some reason...and sometimes it'll load stuff and think it's finished, but there will still be some parts missing. >.<
Today, I came back from the Sex in The City program which was organised by my church, and held at Hall 2. Well, it was ok, I guess? Didn't really learn a lot of new things, but I made commitments to stay pure, for myself, for my future Mr. Right, and most importantly, for God. ^_^. And so, I hope to keep pure till I die! There are a lot of ways of keeping pure, and even though you're married, you'll still need to be pure, yep.
We will all come to a point in our lives where we will have to let go. And now, it's time for me, to let go of him, entirely. I cannot be here, thinking about him and getting jealous over all the girls he gets interested in, I cannot wait and sit for him to talk to me and take notice of me, I cannot look at him and think, "Ah, how nice would it be if we were together.", and I cannot wish to talk to him like how we normally did last time. The past is the past, it is impossible to bring it back, and all that's left are memories and regret.
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Hmm, now I am using my computer, and well, of course it feels different, haha. I don't have to wait for that "shut down" menu to come out anymore and etc, but there are some problems regarding the internet. Like how it can't load gendou for some reason...and sometimes it'll load stuff and think it's finished, but there will still be some parts missing. >.<
Today, I came back from the Sex in The City program which was organised by my church, and held at Hall 2. Well, it was ok, I guess? Didn't really learn a lot of new things, but I made commitments to stay pure, for myself, for my future Mr. Right, and most importantly, for God. ^_^. And so, I hope to keep pure till I die! There are a lot of ways of keeping pure, and even though you're married, you'll still need to be pure, yep.