Taking a step #1

[konkona]

I am taking a step in something which I've already decided long ago to do and did, but still...it didn't really work out because of some reasons. And now, I am going to take that same step again because I know I am not supposed to do this sort of thing, and it'll hurt so much, so much more.
Can't take that step now because he's busy and...yeah, maybe let's end this here.
*this post is only for myself to look back, heh*