Silence is the most deafening sound.
It's been so long since I last blogged that I forgot how to even do it, but the silence is so deafening that I might just go crazy if I do not let it out somewhere.
It's been a tough week. Heck, a tough year (even though the year barely started).
Work is draining the life out of me and my emotions are on a massive rollercoaster ride.
Tonight I feel like a loser who has just screwed up all her relationships (with God and people).
I feel like a huge burden.
I've been a horrible person and probably the biggest hypocrite in town.
I feel alone.
Hopeless.
Overwhelmed.
And I've got a dull aching sinking feeling inside me that I just can't get rid of.
I.feel.complete.shit.
I don't know what I've become and I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Save me, God.
It's been a tough week. Heck, a tough year (even though the year barely started).
Work is draining the life out of me and my emotions are on a massive rollercoaster ride.
Tonight I feel like a loser who has just screwed up all her relationships (with God and people).
I feel like a huge burden.
I've been a horrible person and probably the biggest hypocrite in town.
I feel alone.
Hopeless.
Overwhelmed.
And I've got a dull aching sinking feeling inside me that I just can't get rid of.
I.feel.complete.shit.
I don't know what I've become and I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Save me, God.