hello ladies and gentlemen

Oct 11, 2005 17:10

I haven't died. Incase you were wondering.

Hmm life lately has just been one big state of confusion. I mean with english class to boys. I'm just an all around confused person. I'm feeling somethings I've never felt before and things that I've almost become numb to from feeling so often. But everytime those familiar feelings comeback, they feel new. I have so much to say and I feel like I can't talk to anybody. I can't even talk to myself. Not in fear of looking crazy. But I have so much on my mind it just comes out as a big scream. I think the world should stop. But it can't and thats just something I have to live with. The world stops for nobody. I miss you. I'm scared. And I just wish I could read your freaking mind! I haven't been feeling like myself lately. You know what I saying? I've just been dozing off at random parts of conversations. And I don't even care what they're talking about by the time I get focused again. I'm going to the game on Friday. I'm feeling pretty happy about that.

This entry was just one big paragraph of feelings
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