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Can I have a Hug?
Current mood: curious
On friday night I went to rocky horror...I was very excited as usual...until i got there and for some reason I got very emo...don't ask...cuz i really dont think i could explain...
...Anyway....
So I was feeling like shit and then the show was about to start and I saw a friend who was playing brad in the show...and he gave me a hug....which he always does...
and i dont know....but it was an especially good hug this time....Im going to attempt to explain something.....you know how sometimes when people are upset they say "i need a hug."..most the time its sarcastically.....and it usually really doesnt make u feel any better...or at least it never has made me feel any better....
...and for some reason...this time it was kinda like if you could imagine a painting...more like a "watercolor by numbers", if you will...you know with the thick bold lines and the bright colorful paints....okay well imagine that colorful paint was whatever was bothering u, and someone took a straw and just sucked out all the color...and all that was left was that bright white surface with the black lines....it all just went away...and i forgot about it, i didnt even remember it being there it just..went....
...thats what it felt like....and i dont know why it was....its got nothing to do with who it was or when it was or where it was....and it wasnt...well I dont know...all i know is that that was a really good real feeling....
and i dont know where i was going with this but there it is...I was just thinking about it at random....
Love always
charlie
Current mood: curious
On friday night I went to rocky horror...I was very excited as usual...until i got there and for some reason I got very emo...don't ask...cuz i really dont think i could explain...
...Anyway....
So I was feeling like shit and then the show was about to start and I saw a friend who was playing brad in the show...and he gave me a hug....which he always does...
and i dont know....but it was an especially good hug this time....Im going to attempt to explain something.....you know how sometimes when people are upset they say "i need a hug."..most the time its sarcastically.....and it usually really doesnt make u feel any better...or at least it never has made me feel any better....
...and for some reason...this time it was kinda like if you could imagine a painting...more like a "watercolor by numbers", if you will...you know with the thick bold lines and the bright colorful paints....okay well imagine that colorful paint was whatever was bothering u, and someone took a straw and just sucked out all the color...and all that was left was that bright white surface with the black lines....it all just went away...and i forgot about it, i didnt even remember it being there it just..went....
...thats what it felt like....and i dont know why it was....its got nothing to do with who it was or when it was or where it was....and it wasnt...well I dont know...all i know is that that was a really good real feeling....
and i dont know where i was going with this but there it is...I was just thinking about it at random....
Love always
charlie