quarters, nickels, and dimes
I don't want to be me anymore. I want a change. A major one. I just want to show how I feel inside. I want people to see me for who I really am. None of my friends know who I am. They don't care. All of them want to be part of this big production that the world is taking part in, when I'd rather be the person off on the side watching them.
Washington. I want to move out there. I hear it's nice.
I want to be alone. I want to sit next to someone. I want to eat out at restaurants, and cook in a kitchen of my own. for friend. I want to make Christmas wreaths and drink hot cocoa.
Why can't I just be who I am? Who or what is prohibiting me from this? From being happy.
I'm not happy...still. I don't like being in bad moods. I don't know many people who like being in them - but yeah.
I feel like I'm not good enough for you. Like I'm not the "right" person to be here. Standing next to you. From across the room. Why me? Why did you choose me? I'm not special. I don't want to be special. I just want to be me.
Why can't you accept who I am? Accept what I want and what I do - without question. Why can't my friends be like this?
christ i'm fucked up.
Washington. I want to move out there. I hear it's nice.
I want to be alone. I want to sit next to someone. I want to eat out at restaurants, and cook in a kitchen of my own. for friend. I want to make Christmas wreaths and drink hot cocoa.
Why can't I just be who I am? Who or what is prohibiting me from this? From being happy.
I'm not happy...still. I don't like being in bad moods. I don't know many people who like being in them - but yeah.
I feel like I'm not good enough for you. Like I'm not the "right" person to be here. Standing next to you. From across the room. Why me? Why did you choose me? I'm not special. I don't want to be special. I just want to be me.
Why can't you accept who I am? Accept what I want and what I do - without question. Why can't my friends be like this?
christ i'm fucked up.