Time Travel
Today we skipped ahead into the future one day, not really we just crossed the international date line. So I'm a day ahead of the western hemisphere. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my past, with women especially. It has made me sad because the only thing I truly desire in life is love. To me that is what life is supposed to be about. I've never been a person driven by money or status I just want some love in my life. I would pick love over moeny any day of the week. I just hope when I get to my next duty station I can meet someone special. I'm in no hurry to settle for the wrong girl like I did with Theda, but it would be nice to have a love in my life. I'm so tired of random girls, that gets old after a while. I'm holding up pretty well as far as deployment goes. My only complaint is that it is so fucking hot on the ship. My office is like a sauna most of the time. I'm still wondering what's up with Janelle she hasn't contacted me once. I'm also waiting to hear about Eryka's baby, I hope she is ok. I've gotten a couple of emails from Jackie, it's just nice to hear from the outside world. I even got a couple of lame e-mails from Theda. I guess Janelle has decided to give up our friendship. Nothing I can do about that, it does piss me off though. It would be nice to get e-mail from people I consider friends. Other than that my experience is going farely well, I must say that most of the people on my ship seem to be doing ok, I see a lot of smiling faces everyday, I don't hear to much complaining from people. Today we had a fire drill, that kind of sucked because I had to get dressed out in fire fighting gear, as if it wasn't hot enough already. I just hope I continue to have good fortune. To all my so-called friends I miss hearing from you.