- i definitely wanted to be more positive this year. it's been a common thread in the years past for me... if i go into a year thinking positive and insisting on trying my best at putting nothing but positive energy out into the world... it's been a good year with a lot of memories. the years that i started off poorly and made no attempt at being a better person... the year has gone more sour or with fewer things worth remembering and i hate looking back on myself like that thinking "what a bitch i was..." i did pretty good this year. the hardest part is keeping up with it. sometimes you just want to give in to the bitter feelings... but i hate looking back on it. that's what keeps me up...
- i hate buying food. it's the most depressing thing of being out on your own or supporting others... prices are ridiculous now too... it sucks. it sucks more when you're buying food that everyone else is eating before you even remember it was there.
- i want to read Michio Kaku! the genre of books i've been reading this year support the science of physics SO FRIGGIN MUCH it's incredible. one of my goals now is to read more books on physics next year as well as the metaphysical ones i've been reading. they just go hand-in-hand-in-hand-in-hand... plus i'm tired of being stupid. i need intelligent material to read again.
- you hated gaga?! ('O')... i prolly woulda avoided her for a while too but i kinda got into her before everyone else did. i heard "just dance" on the radio and started looking her up and before they even started playing "poker face" on the radio which was like my favorite song and then they started playing it on the radio and that was pretty much it. then when bad romance came out i saw how much like our favored jrock artists she was and that sealed the deal. i love her more than a trending artist. she is just like gackt- she gives so much credit to her fans and puts so much hard work into her music and performances that i wouldn't be surprised if she worked herself sick like he did. i just got her Monster Ball tour on blu-ray you should come over and watch it! i haven't yet!
I learned yesterday... to not put things in future test "i'm going to.. i will.." because in your mind it will always be the future. if you tell yourself "I AM." I'm happy. I'm focused. I feel content. I try hard. etc. it already puts our mind and body in the sence that it is all true NOW and shall continue to be true if you think like that. feels kind of powerful... some times feels like you're a liar lol but you gotta set that aside knowing inside it is what you "will" be... so technically you're not lying to yourself :] just puttin it in present form
living on my own i never hated buying food... now that I buy food for other people... yeah it pisses me off... I feel i want a separate frienge, or freak out saying ":those snackwere suppose to be for a month of school days!!!!!" and gone in 4 days. or food going bad... or people ordering out when there's plenty food in the house... i feel like a mother lol
You can borrow some of my Kaku. (hee that sounds silly) I just finally for the first time, moved on from kaku cuz he wasn't writing enough lol i read all his books I could find at least twice, depending how long ago. So I tried other authors... right now I'm reading a book called of art and physics by a guy who is niether and artist or a physasist and sort of has the same tone as Kaku, but some points feels like a history book.. -.- and, i haven't started it yet, but i got a book "the physics of super heros"
My recommendation to you of a Michio Kaku book is HyperSpace. it was my first book and basically my bible when I was about 15. it actually sums up most his books looking back... and I think the geek in you would enjoy "Physics off the Impossible" one of his newer ones...
Yeah... gaga... i donno... it wasn't until I saw an interview with her with howard stern that I even realized she's a real person lol I had no clue about her exept people were obsessed with seeing her face and she always covered it or some shit like that. and her voice or music I only new some of the stuff... but after finding out what she's all about, hearing and seeing her talk as a real person, hearing her really use her voice beyond what I've heard already, changed my mind. I thought she was just some obnoxious ho lol
- i hate buying food. it's the most depressing thing of being out on your own or supporting others... prices are ridiculous now too... it sucks. it sucks more when you're buying food that everyone else is eating before you even remember it was there.
- i want to read Michio Kaku! the genre of books i've been reading this year support the science of physics SO FRIGGIN MUCH it's incredible. one of my goals now is to read more books on physics next year as well as the metaphysical ones i've been reading. they just go hand-in-hand-in-hand-in-hand... plus i'm tired of being stupid. i need intelligent material to read again.
- you hated gaga?! ('O')... i prolly woulda avoided her for a while too but i kinda got into her before everyone else did. i heard "just dance" on the radio and started looking her up and before they even started playing "poker face" on the radio which was like my favorite song and then they started playing it on the radio and that was pretty much it. then when bad romance came out i saw how much like our favored jrock artists she was and that sealed the deal. i love her more than a trending artist. she is just like gackt- she gives so much credit to her fans and puts so much hard work into her music and performances that i wouldn't be surprised if she worked herself sick like he did. i just got her Monster Ball tour on blu-ray you should come over and watch it! i haven't yet!
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My recommendation to you of a Michio Kaku book is HyperSpace. it was my first book and basically my bible when I was about 15. it actually sums up most his books looking back... and I think the geek in you would enjoy "Physics off the Impossible" one of his newer ones...
Yeah... gaga... i donno... it wasn't until I saw an interview with her with howard stern that I even realized she's a real person lol I had no clue about her exept people were obsessed with seeing her face and she always covered it or some shit like that. and her voice or music I only new some of the stuff... but after finding out what she's all about, hearing and seeing her talk as a real person, hearing her really use her voice beyond what I've heard already, changed my mind. I thought she was just some obnoxious ho lol
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