All right then. In just under 2 hours I'm going to be trying to explain to my supervisor just why I don't want to stay at Uni.
Jeez, I'm actually really nervous. I don't know why, to be honest, since I've made the decision that makes me happy and I have no reason to need his approval of it, but I guess I just don't want him to hate me. I just don't like having anyone hate me, really. Plus, he seems like a decent guy, so...
I didn't think I'd be able to get my useless self up in time, so I haven't been to bed yet. Yay for sleep deprivation... Not usually an issue, but I'm going out this evening for a meal with work, so I can't nap in the afternoon either.
*sulk sulk*
Then again, the meal with work is free. So it's not all bad... I just need to find something quite smart to wear for it - as Ali said, it's "posh, but no tiara," for the dress code. I might actually wear my little chinese dress... Or my black one... Hmm. This could be a tough one.
I've not really been doing much these past couple of days. It snowed LIKE WHOA here (hurtled across to the UK from Russia, apparrently) so it was just too damn cold to go out unless you really had to. I've been staying in my room, tucked up in bed watching House and numerous anime. Well, in the few hours a day I haven't been sleeping.
I made icons as well. DECENT icons. O.O I'm actually thinking of starting my own icon/graphics comm, and making more. What can I say? At the moment I have a fair bit of free time.
Speaking of which, Memo To Self: Get act together and search for jobs SERIOUSLY please. The job at the Nuffield cannot and will not support you.
I found
this Matt/Mello amv on YouTube earlier (I've been trying to keep my mind occupied - I can't afford to get all sleepy right now) and have decided that the song is just so very them. Love love love it. ♥
Okay, I'm just rambling, and whilst it's good for me since it keeps my mind occupied with things other than nervousness and how desperately I want my bed right now, I imagine it's pretty damn annoying for you guys.
Besides, I need to get ready to face the firing squad. I'll do my best to return alive! *salutes*