Rainting time!
I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I don't want to see him...
Okay, I don't hate him but I hate this! I guess I am alittle cranky since I am sick now. I just wish things were easier and that I didn't make something out of everything sometimes. I don't even know what I am doing here sometimes-but I'm here. Should I be? Why is everyone jumping for joy when I tell them I could be somewhere else? Okay, not everyone but alot of people. Fine, some people. Okay fine, just the one person I told. I could leave but I thought about it and I am not sure if I really want to...
I finally can be myself and it feels okay. I feel so safe and happy. I can't remember feeling this way before and if I lose that feeling-i don't want to lose that feeling... He means alot to me, I am just really upset right now. I think the correct word to use is vex...
So I don't hate him, I don't think I ever could really because it would be pretty hard to try. I don't know what to think, but that is going to have to be okay. Maybe it doesn't need analyzing.
I wish that people could see him for who he is. I hope that i do get to see him again... He has been a really good infuence on me.
I remember some of the things some people said to me and I hope to God that they are right. But there is one thing I do know that they are right about-there isn't anything I can do about it now. All I can do is wait, hope and pray...
Okay, I don't hate him but I hate this! I guess I am alittle cranky since I am sick now. I just wish things were easier and that I didn't make something out of everything sometimes. I don't even know what I am doing here sometimes-but I'm here. Should I be? Why is everyone jumping for joy when I tell them I could be somewhere else? Okay, not everyone but alot of people. Fine, some people. Okay fine, just the one person I told. I could leave but I thought about it and I am not sure if I really want to...
I finally can be myself and it feels okay. I feel so safe and happy. I can't remember feeling this way before and if I lose that feeling-i don't want to lose that feeling... He means alot to me, I am just really upset right now. I think the correct word to use is vex...
So I don't hate him, I don't think I ever could really because it would be pretty hard to try. I don't know what to think, but that is going to have to be okay. Maybe it doesn't need analyzing.
I wish that people could see him for who he is. I hope that i do get to see him again... He has been a really good infuence on me.
I remember some of the things some people said to me and I hope to God that they are right. But there is one thing I do know that they are right about-there isn't anything I can do about it now. All I can do is wait, hope and pray...