I miss a normal day
How I would love to just have a normal day... no pain... no swelling... I want to have my face back to the way it was T_T the pain was more bearable yesterday than today. I don't know if that's how it usually is or not. Is it suppose to hurt more the day after? But then again yesterday I was numb for most of the day and then I just came home and slept. Today I had to go to work (even if it was only for 5 hours) and had to talk and stuff. So far I don't see any change from the swelling but I guess I can't expect pennicilin to be some miracle drug. And there have been times I wish my dentist would have doubled the dose of Vicodin because taking one tablet just isn't enough.
It's at times like these I really want to talk with my brother - not over the phone but in person. He's younger than I am but already had to go through two root canals. How did he handle the swelling? It's not easy to smile anymore, it's actually painful. The pain? The pain makes me lose my appetite. The only time I ate was when I went out with Arnell to Red Lobster the day before my appointment and today when I had some applesauce. I better be losing some weight!! lol and no I haven't been on the Wii Fit because of this pain. Really though... I don't want to just sleep my days away because of the pain. But then I don't want to be up either when the pain makes life extremely uncomfortable.
I dislike taking drugs... like Marcell I won't take them in normal situations. But this is seriously unbearable. I haven't been this drugged up in years. Seriously I would pop a pill every 4 hours >_< My liver is gonna die.. not from alcohol but from meds >_
It's at times like these I really want to talk with my brother - not over the phone but in person. He's younger than I am but already had to go through two root canals. How did he handle the swelling? It's not easy to smile anymore, it's actually painful. The pain? The pain makes me lose my appetite. The only time I ate was when I went out with Arnell to Red Lobster the day before my appointment and today when I had some applesauce. I better be losing some weight!! lol and no I haven't been on the Wii Fit because of this pain. Really though... I don't want to just sleep my days away because of the pain. But then I don't want to be up either when the pain makes life extremely uncomfortable.
I dislike taking drugs... like Marcell I won't take them in normal situations. But this is seriously unbearable. I haven't been this drugged up in years. Seriously I would pop a pill every 4 hours >_< My liver is gonna die.. not from alcohol but from meds >_