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I'm feeling a little lost... sad... it's complicated and I'm not sure how to explain it other than I won't be continuing the teaching program. It would seem that my typical "self" is not teacher material according to the teaching program's leaders and apparently my academic performance in a couple classes were not up to graduate school standards... Like I said, I'm feeling lost. I had a plan and now that plan is gone. I'll think of something but right now I just need to collect my thoughts.