i punch the walls until my fists bleed...

[konan]

... now that is how i'm feeling. i hate being fucking frustrated and not being able to do much about it. i need some way to get my anger and frustration out of my system again and right now i can't find any good way to do just that.

i know i should not complain as i don't have it so bad, but still, right now, this life has not much meaning to me other than my parents being healthy and doing well, and having a few good friends to hang out with.