Nov 08, 2010 18:21
It's been a wild and crazy few months. I need to just vent and decompress and get things out.
Randomness
Ok, if you are past the age of 3 and can't say the words "I'm sorry" you need to grow the fuck up and look in the mirror.It doesn't matter if you have daddy issues or think it is over used, it can defuse a situation or make it a million times worse. Just say the flipping words.
After the accident I realized who was deeply worried about me and my friend, and those that aren't. I really shouldn't be surprised but I have heard zero from Josh. zlitch, nad nothing, no text no carrier pigeon. I really should let it bother me, but it eats at me.
Yeah, I can't drive until the doctor releases me. It's a pain to come and get me. I am extremely appreciative of the friends that have come and got me and drug me out. I'm basically trapped at home all day till my parents come home or someone drags me away. I'm slowly going crazy. If it's an issue to come get me, let me know. Or better yet ask if there are other arrangements for me getting there.
The doctors have found that whatever it is, it is not going to kill me (no disease, deformation, malformation, etc.) there a few other things/procedures that they want to go over and try and I should be ok.
Seriously, we need a flow chart or group discussion on who's seeing who, who's fuck buddies, who is actually dating who, etc. It relives some tension and curiosity. I may not be anyone's business but give a shut in something to work with here!
Katie screwed me up pretty good in the ego and confidence department. I think I made progress, I actually asked out a girl, granted it failed miserably but I did it. Yet another reason for the flow chart, I don't want to step on the mine that everyone knows about and has avoided.
I hate everyone and everything, j/k