Helluva long time, no see...
Okay, so I haven't exactly been active in writing here but better late than never, right?
I just finished watching the episode Simon Said(S02E05) of Supernatural and I gotta say, it was downright freaky. I think the scene where Dean just hands away the Impala is the scariest moment in the whole series. I was yelling at the screen "wake up you fucker, you don't wanna do that! Come ON, DEAN!" Like I said, freaky. Thank God he found his beloved car pretty quickly.
Oh, and I absolutely LOVE the Impala!talk "oh baby, I'll never leave you again" It's just so sweet <3
I have to say that the character of Dean is verY veRy vERY VERY intresting with all his issues. Episode by episode I'm getting more and more certain that Dean is actually the fragile one, the more sensitive of the brothers. Especially now that he has finally started to trust Sam enough to actually tell him things. The line "so...what could you possibly say to make that alright?" Kills me everytime I hear it. It's so heartbreakingly honest in its simplicity.
Protective!Dean is great too, the way he's willing to do almost anything to keep his family safe is heart-stopping. Somehow I see the boy as a glue between his father and brother, always trying to make things better. I think that's why Dean was so angry at Sam for getting all "what would dad want?" after John's death. Imagine being in the middle of ongoing war all your life, trying your best to prevent any damage and heal the wounds already there on both sides and then, out of the blue, Sam starts playing THE GOOD SON. I know I would be seriously pissed.
There's one other quote in the show that also brings tears to my eyes. Know the episode Something Wicked? Well, in the very end Sam stares at the little boy driving away with her mom and says "Sometimes I wish I could have that kind of innocence". Dean just looks at him for a while and then says, voice rough: "If it means anything, sometimes I wish you could, too"
But enough of this SUPERNATURAL stuff :D
Now that I've been living at Ypäjä for a while, everything else seems huge. I mean, the stables and freaking enormous, but the so called Ypäjä City is ridiculously small. But anyway, we had our first practical period a couple of weeks ago, meaning that we took care of the Stable I and Stable III for two weeks. At first it was really weird and nothing really went the way it should have because as I said, the stables are huge. I mean, the Stable III has the stalls for 129 horses. Our task wasn't, of course, to take care of ALL of them as one one big unorganized crowd, but we were divided into smaller groups that worked on the different sections (from 1-5). The work was actually pretty light, I was expecting something more physically straining, but the biggest problem was the people I worked with. I couldn't really get along with any of them, but I'm not the kind to show if I don't like somebody so I think it went quite well. And I learned an important lesson. Smiling DOES make you feel better. Just try it for yourself, when you're mad at someone or just majorly pissed off for any reason, start smiling. It feels fucking ridiculous at first, but you cannot stay angry when you're smiling :)
I just finished watching the episode Simon Said(S02E05) of Supernatural and I gotta say, it was downright freaky. I think the scene where Dean just hands away the Impala is the scariest moment in the whole series. I was yelling at the screen "wake up you fucker, you don't wanna do that! Come ON, DEAN!" Like I said, freaky. Thank God he found his beloved car pretty quickly.
Oh, and I absolutely LOVE the Impala!talk "oh baby, I'll never leave you again" It's just so sweet <3
I have to say that the character of Dean is verY veRy vERY VERY intresting with all his issues. Episode by episode I'm getting more and more certain that Dean is actually the fragile one, the more sensitive of the brothers. Especially now that he has finally started to trust Sam enough to actually tell him things. The line "so...what could you possibly say to make that alright?" Kills me everytime I hear it. It's so heartbreakingly honest in its simplicity.
Protective!Dean is great too, the way he's willing to do almost anything to keep his family safe is heart-stopping. Somehow I see the boy as a glue between his father and brother, always trying to make things better. I think that's why Dean was so angry at Sam for getting all "what would dad want?" after John's death. Imagine being in the middle of ongoing war all your life, trying your best to prevent any damage and heal the wounds already there on both sides and then, out of the blue, Sam starts playing THE GOOD SON. I know I would be seriously pissed.
There's one other quote in the show that also brings tears to my eyes. Know the episode Something Wicked? Well, in the very end Sam stares at the little boy driving away with her mom and says "Sometimes I wish I could have that kind of innocence". Dean just looks at him for a while and then says, voice rough: "If it means anything, sometimes I wish you could, too"
But enough of this SUPERNATURAL stuff :D
Now that I've been living at Ypäjä for a while, everything else seems huge. I mean, the stables and freaking enormous, but the so called Ypäjä City is ridiculously small. But anyway, we had our first practical period a couple of weeks ago, meaning that we took care of the Stable I and Stable III for two weeks. At first it was really weird and nothing really went the way it should have because as I said, the stables are huge. I mean, the Stable III has the stalls for 129 horses. Our task wasn't, of course, to take care of ALL of them as one one big unorganized crowd, but we were divided into smaller groups that worked on the different sections (from 1-5). The work was actually pretty light, I was expecting something more physically straining, but the biggest problem was the people I worked with. I couldn't really get along with any of them, but I'm not the kind to show if I don't like somebody so I think it went quite well. And I learned an important lesson. Smiling DOES make you feel better. Just try it for yourself, when you're mad at someone or just majorly pissed off for any reason, start smiling. It feels fucking ridiculous at first, but you cannot stay angry when you're smiling :)