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have you ever wondered how many times you pass the same stranger in your lifetime? i don't know, its just something i was thinking about today.
lately there's been so many different things going through my mind. i wanna do so many things. i feel i need to do something of my life. somehow i don't think college is what i'm looking for in life. of course i'm still gonna go. its a must but like sometimes i feel like what i need is a fresh start. at times i feel like moving somewhere far from here and starting over with my life. other times i've wanted to stop doing everything that i'm doing, dedicate a year to weight train and to build up my stamina, and then enlist in the military with a ranger contract. in a way i guess i just need to leave my baggage here because obviously it can't leave me. i know life is all about making the best of what you have but it shouldn't have to hurt this much, bother me this much, or break me down this much. who knows what i'll do, but i'm certain that i need to make some changes in my life. i feel like i'm finally finding out who i really am.
lately there's been so many different things going through my mind. i wanna do so many things. i feel i need to do something of my life. somehow i don't think college is what i'm looking for in life. of course i'm still gonna go. its a must but like sometimes i feel like what i need is a fresh start. at times i feel like moving somewhere far from here and starting over with my life. other times i've wanted to stop doing everything that i'm doing, dedicate a year to weight train and to build up my stamina, and then enlist in the military with a ranger contract. in a way i guess i just need to leave my baggage here because obviously it can't leave me. i know life is all about making the best of what you have but it shouldn't have to hurt this much, bother me this much, or break me down this much. who knows what i'll do, but i'm certain that i need to make some changes in my life. i feel like i'm finally finding out who i really am.